it’s been a while since i’ve posted anything … oct. 14th to be exact.
thanks to whoever posted that last comment on my page, it’s nice to see someone other than my parents read this. haha.
so a status update is what you want? okay …….
well, i live in Royal Oak now. got a place of my own. still don’t capitalize first words in sentences, and all in all i’m loving life. this huge apartment gets a little boring sometimes with no furniture in it, but it’s nice to come home and be able to pee with the door open.
my job in Sterling Heights has been going really well … soon i’ll probably do an update regarding some PHP coding with Code Igniter and Mootools. i noticed there weren’t many tutorials out there for Code Igniter pagination done with AJAX, so that’s my next step in a project i’m working on at work, after i import a bunch of their pre-existing data into my current database layout. fun stuff for a geek like me.
that’s about it for now … oh. one more thing. i noticed allthingsdork has put up a link to this blog. thanks!
alison
You are welcome, and I’m sure it’s not just your parents looking at the site! lol I wasn’t expecting to figure out something that was bothering me for 4 years after I wrote that comment, but I did so I thought I’d share! I guess I should be thanking you??! I wrote a way too long response but the internet kicked me off so I think that was a sign to shorten it! So here is the short version: the reason I can’t forget about him even when I’m happy dating someone else is because he saw qualities in me that I was lacking, and had ones that I admire and so he has inspired me to work on those…u do just about anything for love, right? Without that inspiration, I don’t think I’d work on those things as much and so that is why I won’t (can’t?) let go. If that makes any sense. Well, hey, it makes sense to me! Just thought I’d share in case it helps anyone else!!! I don’t miss him any less, but just knowing WHY (cuz everyone just tells me to get over it like it’s THAT easy-not to mention I don’t WANT to, lol) makes me feel so much better!!! So maybe I don’t need to “find” a way to get over him…I think as long as it continues to make me a better person then I’m going to miss him all I want. And yes, THIS was the SHORT version…lol.
matt
your comment was longer than my post. hahaha. nice.